I tell myself I’m getting better
I tell myself it’s all right
That everything is on track
But I’m lying to myself
I say that it does not hurt anymore
That time has eased the pain
That everything is ok
But I’m lying to myself
They say that your heart will heal
That time heals all ails
That it’s all going to be ok
But they’re lying to me
My heart…
The truth is hard to say
My heart is…
Numb
Communiqué 
(((HUGS))) I hear you!
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It does appear as if a part our heart is turned to lead. Not warming, not freezing, not melting.
I think there is heartache around the corner…numbness is not a good sign.
Sam, thank you for the comment on my blog. IF and guilt go hand in hand. I think my mother feels great pain, for not having been able to make her daughter have kids the way the rest of the world does, with little consideration into the act.
Hugs.
I saw the beautiful pics you had put up in a previous post. Loved the Bungee jumping pic, and another one while you were at a trip for hubby’s b’day.
Much love to you.
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so true, good poem!
Sorry I missed the book club meeting, would have loved to be there! xx
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So poignant…I really hope the numb feelings are replaced by warm ones SOON, my dear. Im here if you need me! ((Hugs))
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*hugs* hopefully things get better, and the numbness goes away soon.
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Hope the numbness turns to warmth soon. *hugs* to you!
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my heart breaks for you, Sam.
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There too right now. It’s not easy *hugs*
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*sigh*
Sorry it feels this way.
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(((hugs)))
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Hi Sam, i’m doing my catch up on all the posts I missed. I have no words of wisdom Sammy, just know I’m thinking of you.
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Wow Sam, powerful and true words!!! I can so relate. My heart feels numb and dead, it has been ripped out so many times, it no longer beats.
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I know, sweetie, I know. I’m sorry it feels this way.
Offering up hugs and an ear whenever you need it…
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