This says it all…

Congratulations, you should be 39 weeks, 2 days, pregnant!

First beta: December 02, 2009

Singleton Due Date: August 10, 2010

Twins By Ave Gestation: July 19, 2010

Triplets By Ave Gestation: June 22, 2010

Quads By Ave Gestation: June 15, 2010

I should either be insanely busy with Quads, delightfully nutty with Trips, wonderfully crazed with Twins or eagerly anticipating the birth of our Singleton.

Instead I am drinking wine and mourning officially what could have been.  I miss you maybe baby.  I know you were not meant to be and that your precense is serving a better use elswhere, but I miss what you could have, would have been.

July and August can kiss my ass – they’ve both  been incredibly trying emotional months.  Roll on September…