I tell myself I’m getting better

I tell myself it’s all right

That everything is on track

But I’m lying to myself

I say that it does not hurt anymore

That time has eased the pain

That everything is ok

But I’m lying to myself

They say that your heart will heal

That time heals all ails

That it’s all going to be ok

But they’re lying to me

My heart…

The truth is hard to say

My heart is…



13 thoughts on “Numb

  1. It does appear as if a part our heart is turned to lead. Not warming, not freezing, not melting.

    I think there is heartache around the corner…numbness is not a good sign.

    Sam, thank you for the comment on my blog. IF and guilt go hand in hand. I think my mother feels great pain, for not having been able to make her daughter have kids the way the rest of the world does, with little consideration into the act.


    I saw the beautiful pics you had put up in a previous post. Loved the Bungee jumping pic, and another one while you were at a trip for hubby’s b’day.

    Much love to you.


  2. Wow Sam, powerful and true words!!! I can so relate. My heart feels numb and dead, it has been ripped out so many times, it no longer beats.


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