Congratulations, you should be 39 weeks, 2 days, pregnant!
First beta: December 02, 2009
Singleton Due Date: August 10, 2010
Twins By Ave Gestation: July 19, 2010
Triplets By Ave Gestation: June 22, 2010
Quads By Ave Gestation: June 15, 2010
I should either be insanely busy with Quads, delightfully nutty with Trips, wonderfully crazed with Twins or eagerly anticipating the birth of our Singleton.
Instead I am drinking wine and mourning officially what could have been. I miss you maybe baby. I know you were not meant to be and that your precense is serving a better use elswhere, but I miss what you could have, would have been.
July and August can kiss my ass – they’ve both been incredibly trying emotional months. Roll on September…
So sorry sweetie. Sending you big hugs. xoxo
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Sam, these types of anniversaries are so difficult. I do understand and I am thinking of you.
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I’m sorry sweetie. Thinkin bout ya.
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These are the worst anniversaries… the passing of due dates… very painful indeed. Thinking of you.
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So sorry Sam !
Thinking of you, always.
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Yes. Bugger July, let’s hope August is a little friendlier.
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Its so sad but try not to dwell in the coulda been. I know how hard that is. perhaps as the due date passes you might start to feel a little better. Thinking of you xxx
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Sam, Thinking along these lines can only ever bring you heartache and pain my friend.It’s very painful to have reminders of what could have been so I try to limit them. I know it’s been shit few months…a shit year in fact!Focus on the furture rather than the past my friend – whatever your past has been – you have a spotless furture – a clean slate of possibilty! Lots of love my special friend xxxx
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Thinking of you Sam…
x x x x
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😦 thinking of you.
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Sam, i often wonder if these days will ever truly stop being remembered, i wish we had a delete button and we could just get rid of the horrible memories. wishing you much strength and a better september… it is spring with new beginnings and all that after all!
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That sucks my friend. You deserve success and happiness, I just want it NOW for you x
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😦 so sorry, gorgeous girl. I don’t know what else to say to you. Sending tremendous hugs.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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I hear ya. It’s like you spend the first month just trying to get over not being pregnant or loosing the pregnancy and then months later it hits you again, right when you think you are moving forward, with the “if you WERE… this is where you would be.” I still take a moment to myself on August 12 every year to think of our first little angel and when this November rolls by, I will take another moment to myself and think of our latest angel. I like to think it builds character, but some days I just want to say “F-You… I have ENOUGH character thank you very much!”
Hugs to you.
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This made me teary…you so deserve a better July and August months.
Love you, sweet girl.
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Sorry you having a rough time… I’m sure your next rainbow fart is JUST around the corner 😉
(((hugs)))
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Lots of love and empathy heading through the internet to you. This sucks so shittily, words cant describe. xx
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The disappointment just doesn’t get any easier, does it?
(((Hugs))) my friend.
Mxxx
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Roll on September and may it bring only good things for Sam.
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Hugs my friend. Words just aren’t adequate.
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Hugs to you…
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So, so sorry. I wish with all my heart that things could’ve been different.
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You know how much I wish your world was different right now, you have so much that’s making life difficult at this time and you truly don’t deserve any of it!
I’m right with you buddy, F%&@ July and August, let’s get this show on the road and look ahead to brighter and better futures. Thinking of you as always.
Love you stax! Xxx
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It really is cr@p to think of what should have been. I’m sorry Sam. ((hugs)) Sept is around the corner, roll on!
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Thinking of you Sam !
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I am so so sorry my friend. I love you XXX
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Sam I am so sorry – I am just sending you abig sad hug. Roll on September, it is afterall spring and the moth of new beginnings, hope it brings you happier days and more peace.
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Sam, I’m so incredibly scarce but that doesn’t mean that I don’t think of you always.
I’m so very sorry for your loss babe.
XXX
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I am so sorry. : (
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Hey Sam,
I hope you are OK. I am missing your postings. Let us know if you are OK. Please?
xx
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