I had many reasons for wanting to go private on this blog.
But with time and a bit of perspective, I’ve realised that the reasons I had were all “bullshit”.
Fact is there was stuff that I had intended on discussing here that I did not want “certain ppl” to see. But the things that I was doing to discuss here, they are not for this place. I’ve journaled about those things, prayed about those things, I’ve soul searched about those things and after some deep thinking over my holiday, I’ve decided to leave those things where they belong. Firmly in the past.
So the things I wanted to discuss and put out here to “set the record straight” will not get air time on this blog. Ever.
Cos I’m better than that. And I know the decisions I’ve made and the outcomes of my journaling, praying and soul searching were right for me and my husband and my family.
So. I’m back in the wide open spaces of the internet.
It feels good to know that I am free to say what I need to say here, without fear of retribution, without worry that what I have to say will be miscontrued and taken back to “certain ppl” (especially my family who I would NEVER want to hurt in any way) in the incorrect manner.
I’ve always been an honest person. Upfront and “out there”. This is me, back to everyone to see – warts and all.
It feels pretty darn good actually.