It’s now CD 29.
I’m still not bleeding. Thank God.
And while I have to admit that I’m a bit of an emotional nutcase right now , swinging from hope and belief one moment to fear and disbelief the next, one thing I can honestly say I feel right now is GRATEFUL.
For so many things.
For the fact that we’ve come this far in a treatment cycle. For the fact we could afford a fourth treatment at all. For all the pass/fail points that we’ve been lucky enough to sail through during this cycle. For my wonderful family who have been with us every step of the way even though they’ve not always understood the process. For my Rock and Saviour who has given me a sense of calm and peace during this time. For His Grace and mercy.
And for you. Each and every one of you who has left a comment on this blog during my cycle, who have thought of us and who have prayed for us. You are all wonderful amazing people who I hope (if I have not already done so) I will one day get to meet in real life.
Tomorrow is Beta day.
I’m excited, hopeful, optimistic. I’m scared, anxious, fearful. But mostly I’m hoping that the miracle Cliff and I have been believing in will come true. Cos that’s all we can do.
I’ll update with results as soon as I can.