Since my last failed IVF my body seems to have kicked into a semblance of normal… and I’m forced to admit that I like it. I like it a lot. Cos while I’m not in anyway thinking about ttc “naturally” I’m pleased that my body has managed to play nice for three cycles in a row now.
First cycle after the failed IVF in Feb was 35 days long, the second cycle was 38 days long and I immediately thought ot myself “here it goes, they’re getting longer and longer and soon I’ll be back to those 80 – 100 day cycles or will have to put myself back on the pill”. But lo and behold here I sit at the beginning of my fourth “natural” cycle after my failed IVF. And the cherry on the top? My last cycle was only a measly 32 days long! 🙂 Hows that for a “normal” cycle?
Of course, now I’m daring my body to do it again… Part of me is also wondering how much the enforced break between treatments that our wait for our HLA test results is playing in my body’s sudden transformation to “naturally normal”?
Think there is a “mind over matter” phenomenon going down here??