Today I need to shop for a baby shower gift… this gift is for a friend who is like a sister to me. She is a part of my family. I love her dearly.
BUT in the deepest darkest recesses of my heart I am sad. Sad that this is not my baby shower, sad that she is having her baby girl in March and sad that while I have been waiting for my miracle for well over three years that she got hers within three months of trying.
Wish me luck!